i don't understand.

being a good person.
being a good person must be controlled.
if you're too good, you're irritating.
but if you control it, it'll just be perfect.
but how? i don't know.
being a unreasonable person.
being a bad person is uncontrollable.
but people will still hate you.
and it'll be very hard for you to change...

so what do you want me to do?
how perfect do you want me to be?
i don't know.
i really don't know.
i'm not gonna care anymore.
if you don't like it, then you try.
you try to change.
you try to carve me who you want me to be.
and you'll see.