i've never like it. you guys liked it. you guys thought it was something that will give me an edge.
now its so hard to tell you. its so hard to tell you that i've lost control. i hate it. i don't wanna do this anymore knowing that its just a waste of time. i'm sorry if you have to hear it this way. i hate my violin, i hated my ballet.

somethings are better left unsaid.