i have made my decision. its my life i can decide. and you allowed me to. so i'm gonna quit. yes quit. its not about giving up. its about sacrificing. i'm sacrificing my time for studying, worrying, and church. its useless going there. everytime i stand at the door praying that she won't scold me. again and again. i haveno time. i'm simple minded. i don't go too far in what i do. i just keep it simple. god, study family friends and my dream. not smth that will give me an edge. i'm sorry if i may not be as great as others. but you're just making it worst.