woah. finally i got a serious 30min sleep until i felt vibrations on my phone.
3pple smsed me already.
couldn't sleep already.
tsk. ahh atleast 30 mins accomplished.
LOL. i'm gonna try to sleep now.
bye!

today was a pretty fun day
WANG PEIYUN IS BACK BABY!
(: she came during recess and i rushed out her 'welcome back baby' card.
super missed her craziness and erm.. her hitting people-ness.
shes been gone for 2 1/2 days.
LOL
school although was very dry and boring.
except science.
haha! we were experimenting the chemicals.
my favorite was the iodine crystals there was purple smoke (:
but the gas was sucky towards me.
it was super smelly.
it gave me a really really bad headache.
and got very tired for the rest for the class.
i didn't know math was that easy!
yup for a few weeks i wasn't really paying attention in class.
i didn't even know what was congruence.
LOL. ah..
then after school i accompanied peiyun until she goes for her math competition. gambateh!
sumin and caiyin went to takeaway our 2 piece chicken and ate in the school canteen.
caiyin homed for tuition.
so me and sumin headed back to class to get newspapers and do the class deco.
omg. really made me pissed.
there were 2 guys lol one botak one.
i thought it was a girl or smth.
they just stayed there for like nothing.
-.-
higher chinese was already over!!!!
... and then we decided to go somewhere frigging hot and do.
my hands were chao ta i tell you.
and we looked at our classroom and the fans and lights were still on.
tsk.
after we were done we tried to go back to the classroom to measure the white board.
they left already.
w the fans and light on.
-.-
whats wrong with them?!
... its not their classroom.
chairs overturned and stuff.
ahh whatever..
ok i'm going to the docs on my pimple problem
byebye!

How long have I
been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form.
Water’s getting harder to tread,
with these waves crashing over my head.

If I could just see you,
everything will be alright.
If I’d see you
this darkness will turn to light.

And I will walk on water.
And you will catch me if I fall.
And I will get lost into your eyes.
And everything will be alright.
I know everything is alright.

I know you didn’t
bring me out here to drown.
So why am I 10 feet under and upside down?
Barely surviving has become my purpose,
cause I’m so used to living underneath the surface.



meaningful song.

seeing people blog i feel itchy to blog a long long post.
tsk, watching sayang sayang. Lol. Its so lol. I can't really understand why the nonya so ..
lol i thought the guy sat on the radio kena crushed.
i don't know what to type already.
..............................................
sad man.
okay i'm going now.

my mozzila is pinkified! (:

ok.. i deleted that post cos i felt as though it was very inappropriate.
yup.
my parents are back home safe and sound (:
many people are getting sick.
uck..
isit really that common?
my school got 3 cases..
what else 10? 20? 50? 100? whole school?(shiok)
oh man.
this is worse than the sars outbreak.
this is like mega spreadd.
ahwells take care of your self.
i'm going off now cos i'm living healthy! (:

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!!!!!!

i realised i'm developing dark rings on my eyes.
i just can't sleep :(
give me sleepingg pills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahh irritating leh..

bernice is currently ill-nated and doesn't like it.

i'm ill.
tsk.
i didn't go for tuition.
cher, also sick.
sumtimes people get sick cos they're too worried to get h1n1.
thats what i noticed.
LOL.
ever since the outbreak, people are getting sick.
its a bad sign.
i'm now trapped at home.
can't go out.
my legs are turning jelly.
so, ya i can't walk.
lol.
i'm afraid of my EL compo test.
the topics are frigging hard.
my parents went bintan.
so lonely at night.
hmm so bored ..



many things has changed during this few weeks.
many things that i pretend i'm not aware of.
and pretend to be ignorant.
but everytime at night i will be contemplating on this things.
and just let it out.
i don't wanna be lying to myself anymore.
this things are just so heavy.
its a burden to be trying to push them aside.
i'm feeling weak inside.
i just want a break.
i just want to take a breather.
i can't take it anymore.
its just tearing inside.
that everything is drifting away.
and you try pulling it back to you.
even though the things will never be the same again.
and everything will just vanish.
its hard to let go.
but i guess.
its better to.

i don't understand.

being a good person.
being a good person must be controlled.
if you're too good, you're irritating.
but if you control it, it'll just be perfect.
but how? i don't know.
being a unreasonable person.
being a bad person is uncontrollable.
but people will still hate you.
and it'll be very hard for you to change...

so what do you want me to do?
how perfect do you want me to be?
i don't know.
i really don't know.
i'm not gonna care anymore.
if you don't like it, then you try.
you try to change.
you try to carve me who you want me to be.
and you'll see.

YOU!

HEY PEEPS!
i'm finally done with the skin.
it looks terrible but whatever. -.-
i'll be updating about clarissa's wedding!
so stay tune! (:
and please tag me! haha!

моите искрени съболезнования.
Аз съм много съжалявам за загубата ви.
Продължавай да търсиш за вашето бъдеще.
той ще дойде един ден ...
бъде щастлив.
Не се притеснявайте твърде много.
когато чух новината ... сърцето ми потъна.

Today another ordinary day.
ahh boring lessons.
boring boring boring.
pfft.

RED THREAD LAST EPISODE

HAHA! YES ITS THE LAST EPISODE.
IMMA GONNA EXERCISE SOON W/ CRIS (:

today was so free free free (:
so awesome (:
no tuition.
cher went overseas for 2 weeks + quarantining her self for 1 week
haha. such a good plan. (:
can't wait for Saturday (:
it'll be clarrisa's wedding (:
CONGRATS!!

i wanna make a long long post!!!
but i don't think i have the strength to.
HAHA.
anyway today school was quite boring.
i wanted to sleep :(
PW was very very very boring.
Lit test was alright.
i wrote alot alot alot.

OK .
HAHA! I SHALL END HRE.
LOL! кучка

Не мога да стоя на начина, по който ме нарани отново и отново.
Не мога да стоя в порочен кръг между нас.
Вие мислите, че страдат толкова много?
ох за ями заради съм страдащи под тебе големи мазнини носа!
така гърба ти!

HELLO (:
Argh today is so boring :(
so sad
:(

HELLO (:
i'm super bored ):
and i am twittering (:
so follow me!
i'm still discovering it still.
hah!
kk see you guys soon (:

Once you are tagged
Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Name: Bernice Sim
Sisters: 0

Brothers: 1

Eye Color: brownish black

Shoe size: i don't know

Hair: blue black brown (LOL)

Piercings: none.

Height: 156 (GROW GROW GROW!)

What are you wearing right now? :AMKSS fund fiesta tee (:

Where do you live?: Bishan

Favorite number: 7

Favorite drink: ice green tea

Favorite month: december

Favorite breakfast: ba zhang or egg mayo bread

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: Nah

Been in a police car: Nope

Been on a plane: yup .

Been in a hot tub: yup

Swam in the ocean: no

Fallen asleep in school: yes

Broken someone’s heart: i don't know

Cried when someone died? :yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: too lazy

Saved e-mails.: i have unread ones

Been cheated on: nope
***********What is************

Your room like? : a pretty pretty room (:

What is right beside you? Nothing

What is the last thing you ate? Peiyun Frozz sweet i think.

———————-Ever Had-————————-

Chicken pox: yes

Sore throat: yup

Stitches: nope

Broken nose: nope

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight? nah

-———————–Who—————————

Did you last yell at? can't recall, but i'm a nice person :D

Was the last person you danced with? idk?

Who last made you smile? WANG PEIYUN

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? none
———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now? new divide by linkin park

What did you do today? go school

Diamond or pearl? diamond

Are you the oldest? apparently no.

Indoors or out doors? INDOORS!!!!
——————Today did you———————-

1. Talk to someone you like? : uhh i spoke to my girl friend..

2. Kiss anyone?: kissed dad and mum (:

3. Get sick?: recovered (:

4. Sing?: YES! HAHA! hot' n cold (:

5. Talk to an ex? : i don't have anything

6. Miss someone: not really.

7. Eat: uh duh

—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone? wang peiyun

9. Made you cry? i don't know

10. Went to the movies with? :forgot?

11. You went to the mall with? :dad and mum. LOL
——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico? : eee later quarantined

20. been to USA?: sadly no.
——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone? : nope

22. What books are you reading right now?: nothing. i'm not a reading sort.

23. Best feeling in the world?: first day of school.

24. Future kids names? nah. didn't go that far.

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : nope i throw them a side.

26. What’s under your bed?: my maids bed. rollable (:

27. Favorite sport(s) : any sports besides running. LOL.

28. Favorite place? : mars

32. Who do you really hate? no one

33. Do you have a job?: i wish.

37. What time is it now? 6.08pm


tag 10 people.
anybody

this youth day is madness la.
e-learning is like lagging like crazy.
given up.
too many amksians going into the same page.
LOL!
i'm finally done with the photos :D
like for so long!!!
the photos may look squished.























































































































done!